white roses

I badly want to buy white roses and go to the sea. I want to go say goodbye to mama. I found a piece, it's not orchestral, it's a band piece. It made me think of my mama when I heard it. It just sounds like her song, if she had a song. "An American Elegy" I heard it first last night when I went for the SAJC band concert. Congratulations, you made me cry.

There were angels in the water.