finding neverland

I badly want to watch Finding Neverland. I heard it's sad, but maybe that's why I need to watch it. I need a good reason to cry. I can't bring my emotions out of the graves I have put them in by myself. They're starting to eat me up from inside. Which is why I need a sad story to bring out the sorrow. and maybe the movie will prove enlightening. or maybe I'm just trying to prove there's hope in this world to myself again.
or maybe I am trying to find Neverland.