one more thing

I almost forgot the other thing.
my life isn't a lie. it's really and truly great.

just a note

I knew that certain people read this. I knew. really. and it's true because I don't lie as much compared to other people.
you know why I'm better?
because my parents love me.

tragedy

star wars episode III is so incredibly heart breaking. I didn't cry though. and Yoda is still a little cute green thing that's wise and powerful and lovable. Anakin... well, he's just a big disappointment. I knew he'd become bad, but oh, what tragedy. it's really incredibly heart breaking. and how the jedi were betrayed. oh I could barely handle it when the children tried to fight back and got killed.
the plot was developed really well.

things

oooh, ritalin. give me ritalin. I need ritalin.
I'm proud of my invention! I might even be able to market it. oh, then I can make money. oh, money, to save up and get my xbox 360.
I need to go read my book now.

goodbyes

'come with me.'
'now you know I can't.'
it's natural to feel sad when saying goodbye. oh, I need to watch star wars really bad.
lamb chops, tortellini, lamb chops, tortellini, lamb chops, tortellini. juice. juice. water. meat. meat. meat. meat. meat. meat. meat.
oh dinner was really good.

loud

it is true in some way. you'll hear me before you see me.
I spent my free period looking through the window of the classroom and smiling like a cheshire cat to scare the teacher.
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Insects that camouflage themselves as chocolate aren't very smart.
woohoo. I am getting good at this school thing. and this whole music thing, I was born for it. I have an affinity, a 'natural ability'. what do I want to do with it? I still have the same goal.
To God be the glory.

the Don

foolish mortals! you cannot outsmart the Don!

change

love is repulsive. relationships are repulsive and just fucked up. oh, I just wrote a bad word. maybe I'm going mad because this is not how love is supposed to be. because inner me is being rebellious and saying no, love is not shitty, it's a good thing. oh. internal struggle.