burrow

I went to times today looking for music. Just so happened that store didn't sell music. but I did see Lemony Snickett's 'A Series of Unfortunate Events'. I smiled. I bought a hardback with the first three books in one.
I think I have managed to bury my heart break very deep down. Maybe it will resurface once mom leaves. when I am left alone to my thoughts. Although, I think I am generally not thinking anymore.
I realized that I don't know what a valentine is. or what it does.
does that make me empty?