very special

I thought that I wasn't special after all, that I was just a meaningless. but realized that it wasn't true. I thought that I never meant anything after all, that I just thought I was worth something when I actually wasn't. but I know that's not true. Even though I wasn't special to someone after all, I know that I am worth something and I am special.
I am special to my mom, to my dad. I am special to God. smile for me, that's good enough. I am free. I go around smiling to myself for no real reason. maybe it's because I feel this great sense of peace.